I can't believe its nearly 15 months since you left us Donna. Its still so hard coping without you, so many memories wherever I go. I love you so much and I just want to give you a big hug, hear your voice, hear your laughter and see your smile. I can hear you saying to me "Mother", you always called me that even though you knew I didn't like it, "enough is enough. Stop crying and getting so upset over me, I know you loved me and miss me, who wouldn't ha ha, but you have to get on with your life. Just do one thing for me, look after Jack and make sure he is always ok and happy". I can hear you saying it Donna. I promise I will always look after him for you, but life is not easy without you here with me. I miss our chats and putting the world to rights and everybody in it. I still write in the diary each night, as you probably know and I put the photos in the photo book for you. You were such a thoughtful, kind selfless amazing person Donna, always thinking of others. It was sheer pride and joy to have you in our lives. This horrific disease, that sadly took your life, was very cruel and unfair when we loved you so much and you had so much love to give. I will always love you Donna. Forever in my heart. Mum xxxxx